It seems like I'm in a weird place right now. Most likely a number of things are contributing to it, so therefore it's not any single thing's fault, which perhaps only makes it harder to figure out and solve. Here's a stab at what some of the issues may be:
a.) I'm making a lot less money a week now when compared with how I was doing before Thanksgiving, mainly due to the economy.
b.) I've got too much free time and am not using it wisely, leaving me feeling a bit useless.
c.) I'm dealing with being single again.
d.) Evan (currently my only constant friend in town) has been gone for the better part of six weeks.
e.) Although I was doing pretty well before both my trip to Bloomington/Cinci and the dance show, I think those two weeks of distractions from my main goal now of starting a band really took the wind out of my sails, as I'm finding it hard to get motivated now.
There might be some other things mixed in there too, but those are some of the main causes of my current state. I mean, I'm not even playing video games anymore, I'm sleeping way too much, I haven't been working on music stuff lately, the apartment (especially my room) is always messy, I'm behind on my blog, and I haven't even input my earnings (what used to be a daily activity for me) since January.
I really need to give myself a stern kick in the pants. Perhaps having Evan back a bit more regularly will help me out, as might getting my living space (including stuff on my computer) back into some sense of order. Wish me luck!
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